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Two of my coloring books and my favorite set of markers

Let me lay all of the cards on the table: I was coloring well before it became a trendy fad (and, no, I don’t mean back in school when you got graded for it). Coloring books and crayons (markers and coloring pencils came later with the popularity boom) have been my go-to solace from the world since my parents first introduced me to those tools. I endured side-eyes and forced smiles from people when I perused the aisles in stores (clearly sans children) for years. Now, I roll my eyes at those same people gushing over how therapeutic coloring is (hypocrites).

That said, coloring books really are wonders, especially for people in the creative arts. Obviously, they’re great for people with artistic flair, but anyone with a penchant for creativity can benefit from taking a break with a coloring book and their color medium of choice. Why? Because coloring quiets your brain. Why else would therapists champion it all the time? You go into a zen state where everything falls away, leaving you with no concerns, no stress, and no thoughts beyond which color to pick up next.

Tell me that doesn’t sound awesome!

So, yeah, it’s a hero for people, like me, who battle anxiety and depression (if you read my Silentio Sonante blog, this isn’t news). When the brain goes into overload, it’s a safe escape and reset button. For my loved ones, they know the sight of my bamboo lapboard and markers scattered around me means I’ve hit my limit. They leave me alone until the book closes, and then they ask how I’m feeling. It’s a silent “Do Not Disturb” sign that conveys more information to them than the actual little door sign.

But coloring books do so much more.

Writer’s block happens – ask any writer. (And if they tell you it doesn’t, they’re lying through their teeth) You hit walls, and hammering at them gets you nowhere. You can’t force synapses to function. Coloring can offer solutions. It’s designed to relax you, and your malfunctioning brain. (Okay, maybe writer’s block isn’t a malfunction, but it sure feels like it sometimes!) Set your trouble scene at the front of your mind, pick a coloring book, and then let go. Somewhere in the midst of all of those colors, things start to unravel. Maybe because you stop beating at the wall with a sledgehammer and step back from it for a second (and realize there’s a freaking door two steps to the right). Maybe because you give up on the stranglehold you have on that synapse and return the blood supply.

Who knows?

Whatever the reason, you’ll figure out the scene and be able to get back to work. I find my grip on the markers relaxing. (I can also tell which pictures come from writer’s block versus mental health moments simply based on color intensity and color choice) My jaw eases, my shoulders sink back to their normal position, and I smile again.

Give it a try. Whether you need it for creative inspiration or just as a break from the world. You’re not being childish (even if you use crayons – my giant collection is still a personal favorite…even if the names are kind of weird). You’ll thank yourself for the investment, believe me.



Screen shot of Groove playlist

Everyone has their own preference for a working environment, and no one is wrong (okay, scratch that: standing around gossiping about people and not actually working is wrong).

Much as it drives me insane, my fiance’ likes to have the television on while he works, despite the fact that it isn’t even in the same room as his office; the noise reaches his office and provides sound.

Some people require absolute silence and make me question how in the world they function (seriously, what is wrong with you?!) How you don’t go insane with nothing but your own internal dialogue and buzzing of your surrounding electronics (or worse – the scratching of your pen) is beyond me, but if that’s your modus operandi, more power to you.

I’m a music afficiando.

Regardless of what I’m working on – contract work, speculative fiction, or even personal essays – I have music going through my speakers. Music keeps me from tearing out my hair, greases the wheels on my creativity, and even manages to loosen stubborn plot knots. (It also blocks the sounds of the television, but that’s a different story)

What I decide to put on depends on what I’m writing. Contract work tends to flow best with hard rock. Why? I think because it’s what I usually listen to, so the lyrics don’t distract me as much. If the assignment is particularly difficult, I switch over to Disney and show tunes. Again, I have those lyrics down cold, and the familiarity is soothing on my brain. There’s the slight chance of my getting distracted with the need to perform, though, so I have to use those playlists sparingly if I actually want to stay on schedule.

When it comes to my sci-fi and fantasy work, it really depends on what I’m writing. My novels DO have playlists, and I’ll leave them on endless loops when I get into writing/editing jags. I think by now most writers have playlists for their novels – assuming they don’t fall into that silent category (the very idea of writing an entire novel in silence makes me want to climb the walls – and not in the good Ghost-Spider way).

And, yes, songs cure writer’s block.

I can’t explain how or why, exactly. I’ve had lyrics supply me with words I needed. I’ve also just had instrumental bridges strike the right chord (I know, I’m hilarious) in my brain, and an entire scene has bloomed under my fingers. If something isn’t working with one type of music, I change playlists for another. Tempo, rhythm, tone – the variety is pretty much endless, and it can provide whatever emotion I need at the time. These days, there’s also no shortage of streaming services available. You aren’t even limited to music from your country; the entire world is open to you. Some of my favorite musicians hail from Norway, Spain, and Japan.

Music really is universal.

My work gets done, my writing becomes richer, and I don’t have to sit at my computer in complete, utter, sanity-zapping silence (I really have to know how you work in silence. Have you never heard music?). Since my taste in music encompasses just about everything (except Country – do not bring that twanging mess in here), I also get to incorporate a wide variety of emotion into my work. My writing is better for it, and so is my mental well-being.

Just give it a try, especially if you’ve been staring at the screen for more than 5 minutes without a thought of how to proceed. Pick a song – even at random – and see what comes of it. I think you’ll be pleasantly surprised.

From Dream to Reality

From Dream to Reality

Cork board globe with colored push pins

As writers, we know that, in order to achieve our goal of publication, we have to lay out a plan of steps first. If we miss a step, then that goal is going to remain out of reach. Following those steps is what keeps us on track to that wonderful dream and keeps us on an even keel…most of the time.

Turns out that applies to EVERYTHING.

True story. Even in the “real world” – that place that exists away from our pads of paper and computers – breaking dreams down into steps makes them achievable. Crazy, right? It’s easy to talk about doing something, or wistfully mention something to a significant other over a bowl of ice cream, or glimpse something on television/in a magazine/online and think, “I want to do that.” The words fall out of your mouth and disappear into negative space.


I’m just as guilty – believe me. I had a list of places I wanted to visit rattling around in my head, built up from the past twenty years (at least – and, no, I will not disclose my age). I’ve checked off a whopping two of them. While binge-watching “The Amazing Race” with my fiance’ about a month ago, we both started making those fateful remarks of, “[insert city or country here] would be amazing to visit.”

He finally looked at me and said we should make a list of everywhere we wanted to visit and make a plan to go to at least one every year. Considering that we already have two lists of Work to be Done On and Around the House that continually get misplaced and pushed off, I wasn’t keen on the list idea. (Sidebar: lists are great and all, but if they are not staring you in the face every day, they are not going to get accomplished) I then suggested the globe.

Voila! Our cork board globe and push pins was born! That picture is our actual dream vacation globe. The red pins are where we’ve already been (together). The blue pins are where we’ve planned to go this year (one is potentially going to be scrapped depending on what COVID-19 decides to do; the other two are our honeymoon locations). And all of those green pins (and you can’t actually see all of them) are where we want to go…and those keep multiplying as (mostly he) we see/read about new places.

It’s made our dreams reality and given us a concrete plan to follow. It’s also made it fun and given us a conversation piece to have around the house. Instead of driving ourselves crazy with always saying, “I think it’d be great to go there,” we can just take out a pin and pop it into the globe. And when we finish one trip, we get to move on and decide the next year’s and change pin colors.

It’s making a dream fun and attainable!

It also grants me a moment of peace when I’m tied up in a scene I can’t make work or finding myself frustrated that queries are getting rejected. I can look at that globe and find determination to keep going. Yes, it’s a goal and dream for the two of us, but it’s one for me, too. What new articles can come out of a trip somewhere I’ve never been? What new ideas, characters? It’s sanity on multiple levels, and that ain’t a bad thing!